I don’t know why I black out… But I do.. I Probably mean it. And I know I do. I realized that biggest fear the same past eek. Do why it takes on so long to. I. Scared of living back home one DAY be seeing my appears dying. In scared. So this will never go public. I love them more than anything. They either reason in can breathe right now
But if I do its for a legit reason.